Ailith Lyall McCallister

Personality

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  Ailith has always been rough around the edges. She's a materialistic, self-motivated, resourceful woman who prefers her work and solitude to making friends or being out in populated areas. To her, interacting with people for reasons other than to get the information she needs for her job, seems inconvenient and like a waste of time. This can cause her to often times come off as rude, arrogant, and reclusive. Don't worry, it's just because she is.
  When people end up getting through her tough shell, it often doesn't lead to anything but more confusion. She cares for her friends, but often times she doesn't agree with the maintenance that has to go into relationships. When it comes to actually helping her friends, she will only ever do so if they are a) one of her closest friends or b) if she doesn't have to go out of her way to help.
  Dependence has become such a disgusting idea to her, that it ends up often times affecting her and her friends in very negative ways. She doesn't want to feel the need to depend on her friends, so she keeps them in the dark about her emotions, and refuses their help. If her friends are struggling, she feels like it will only help to improve their independence.
  If she was to ever love someone, it would take a lot of effort from both sides. One the others side, they would have to be understanding, especially with the fact that she has never had a relationship like that, and that she is terrified of depending on people. On her end, she would have to try and let them in and to put in the maintenance that comes with them. It would be difficult, and there would be a lot of rough points, but she would try.
  One of the biggest vulnerabilities she has is that she is infertile. Though she knows there are probably ways she could actually conceive her own children, the fear of trying and it not working is horrifying, and it's the reason why she has never done anything. This is why, whenever she interacts with children, she often times reveals a softer, kinder side. It wouldn't be noticeable, and if that child was misbehaved she would be not impressed, but she does care deeply for children.